A Positive Wind

Depression and Frustration was what surrounding around me making my mind paralysed by some negative thoughts. I was broken from inside. A constant fear of failure was following me like a shadow. I don't know why am I afraid but I was afraid of something invisible. Everyday I wake up I find a reason to smile, a reason to be happy, a reason to laugh out loudly and wholeheartedly. But..... the thought of the next moment makes me feel scared.

I was a completely changed person with lots of doubt and fear in my heart although there was a constant smile in my face. My life has become nothing but a black and white portrait. Then I asked myself, " Is this the gift life has gifted me. Is this the way I will lead my life with full of negative emotions."

Enough of this. Why will I allow anyone else on Earth to rule on me and my emotions. Its my life and and I will live the way I want. I myself will colour my black and white portrait with beautiful and lively colours. Yes, it's me who can change the whole picture. "Yes I can," I said to myself. 

"A POSITIVE WIND" was flowing inside me. This positivity allowed me to smile, stay happy and laugh wholeheartedly. I then realised it's all in your mind and soul that allows you to react accordingly. I have allowed my negative thoughts to capture me of which I was unknown. Now I know the real me. If you have it from inside, you can conquer any obstacle in your path and show it to the world "Who are you" and "What you can do."

I understood that I have allowed negative thoughts to empower me. Its only me. Now no more of these negativity and all. A POSITIVE WIND is all that I have inside and outside me.